Post by ANDREYA BLAKE PERRY on Jul 14, 2010 21:18:05 GMT -8
ANDREYA BLAKE PERRY
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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WE ALL HAVE STRENGTHS.
LOYALTY
most people probably wouldn’t know it looking at me, but i’m one of the most loyal people you will ever meet. i mean i’m here in the resistance standing up for what i believe in. others look up to me so if others are going to be loyal to me, then i have to return the favor to them and if i break that loyalty, then the resistance could fall apart. my closest friends are the ones that i’m the most loyal to. in a place and time like this however, loyalty is being tested and if you put your faith in the wrong person, well let’s just say you won’t make it very long on your own.
PHYSICAL
okay, what i mean by this is that i enjoy keeping in physical shape to make sure i can kick ass whenever the time calls for it is needed. combat training is my favorite and i’m quite good at it, so i’m usually showing the new recruits how to take care of business and make sure that things get done. i usually find combat practice to be a good way to get out some stress or emotions that have been bothering me. but, combat and staying in shape is something i’m good at and truly enjoy, so if i were you, watch your back.
PERSUASIVE
Well I don’t know if you would call it being persuasive. Okay, sometimes I can be but most of the time I like to think that I’m more inspirational than anything else. i mean come on i’m the right hand of the resistance, if i’m not inspirational then i can’t get those people out there to stand up for what is right, especially when they don’t believe in themselves! i have to be the one to tell them that they can do it when they’re doubting themselves, even if i may have to tell a little lie from time to time, but it’s worth it in the end.
WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES.
SHORT TEMPER
i hate to admit it but i have the worst temper. even small things get me going sometimes, but usually that’s more frustration than temper. however, with all the stress going on can you blame me for snapping from time to time? it comes from my father’s side, he was the same way and he passed it on to me i guess. it’s quite the hindrance sometimes, but it can be helpful in battle. yeah, be careful if you meet me on a bad day. i’ll most likely rip your head off.
SARCASTIC
another thing is my sarcasm. i can’t control it sometimes and i’ve been known to occasionally offend people with it. it’s not my fault i have a different sense of humor than everyone else. and i hate to admit this, but i can usually dish it out but when someone is sarcastic back to me i can’t take it. i sorta freeze up and get a little flustered as i try to come up with a comeback. but either way, my sarcasm has become a problem and i’m trying to work on it, but habits are hard to break sometimes, especially this one when it’s so easy to slip up and let out a comment.
SWEETS
oh man i have such a sweet tooth. and let me tell you, if you bring me anything sweet, i mean anything i can guarantee you that you will get brownie points and get on my good side. there is something about that stuff that i just love and i can’t live without it. candy, chocolate, baked goods, anything you can think of i will eat it and love it. this out of everything else is probably my biggest weakness. so if i happen to be mad at you,i suggest getting me something sweet so i can forgive you quicker.
ADMIT IT OR NOT, WE'VE ALL BEEN AFRAID.
LOVE
this sounds ridiculous, but iI’ve never been in love or have a boyfriend of any kind. yeah silly right? wonder why? anyways, to be honest the thought of being in love scares me. i mean, i want to fall in love and meet someone, but what i think really scares me is the commitment part of a relationship. i mean i don’t know what to do or how to act. what am i supposed to do once i get into that position of being in a relationship? the thought of being in love sounds so great and wonderful sometimes, but then there’s some responsibilities involved and to be honest, it frightens me a lot.
LOSING
the thought of all the hard work i’ve done going to waste would break my heart. i’m not normally a girl that cries but if the resistance were to lose the war i would be devastated. i would rather be dead giving my life for the cause i believe in than see everything fall apart before my eyes. not only would I be devastated, but so would everyone else that has a stake in this war and is part of this resistance. no, i refused to lose this battle.
NEWBIES
yeah, sometimes i worry about them but that’s why i’m so hard on them. i have to make sure that they are willing to fight for this side. if not, there’s a possibility they may be a spy. that is not a good case scenario. i have to make sure that if they are a spy they break before they can get out any information, and if they’re better than me, well that’s rare but still if that’s the case then i’m not only in trouble but so is the whole resistance. so, in this war you have to be careful with whole you let in to your home.
AND WE HAVE OUR HABITS, GOOD & BAD.
so i have a habit of twirling my hair when i’m bored. i mean have you seen how long my hair is? most girls that have long hair usually fiddle with it somehow one way or another. usually i’m zoning out into space when I start to twirl my hair and get lost in whatever it is that’s going on around me. it’s not a terrible habit, but it’s just a habit. oh, and i drum my fingers as well when i zone out or grow bored. i mean they’re not super bad habits or anything like that but they’re just normal habits that a simple girl might do from day to day.
THEN THERE ARE THE THINGS THAT BUG US.
okay, you wanna know what really bugs me, people who doubt themselves. like seriously?! how do you know you can’t do something or suck at something if you’ve never even attempted it? like the new recruits that come in and start their training, they’re all like ‘i’m not good at this; i can’t do this; this is too hard.’ god! stop crying like a baby and grow a pair of balls! how do you know that you can’t do anything until you try it first? when i first started out it was hard, but the more i kept trying and kept going i was able to adapt. so seriously, don’t complain about anything until you haven’t tried it yet.
let’s see what else… oh i hate getting sick. sure that sounds silly but i hate it. even when I was little i hated getting sick. just knowing that you have some kind of bug or virus in you that is making you miserable sucks. oh and it drags you down so you can’t do anything and that seriously bothers me. yet, i’ve found that when i am sick i get better quicker with exercise. yeah, that sounds crazy since they tell you to get bed rest and all that crap, but when i build up heat in my body it kills whatever is inside me faster and i find myself to feel better quicker than normal.
AND, HEY, WE CAN ALL DREAM.
my biggest dream is to expose the perfect nation for what they really are. they are nothing by liars and killers. they are killing off their own people, including my parents. i want nothing more than to avenge my parents, to show them that they were right, especially my father. my mother was victim, and as my father looked for the truth it got him killed. i’m not going to suffer the same fate as my parents. i will make them proud. i will find the truth my father discovered, and i will make all those who were victims to the perfect nation get the justice they deserve.
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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so you wanna know about my history? okay, i hope you enjoy it. originally i was born into the perfect nation. yep, i used to be one of them. it wasn’t that bad at first, but now looking back at it i realize how much of a fool i was for not seeing the truth earlier. i had a good life, my parents were wealthy and gave me what i wanted, but i didn’t want to be spoiled. so i fought for what i wanted and learned what it meant to be responsible and how to work for what i wanted.
by the time i was fifteen my mother was starting to get sick. flu like symptoms were hitting her body. rather than wait she headed to the doctor, who gave her a simple prescription to fight off the virus, or at least keep her comfortable. yet the more she took the medicine she seemed to grow worse. going back to the doctor, they gave her another medicine but my father had his doubts. he knew that something was wrong. about a week after my mother had started her second drug, she died. it destroyed my father, and i had never felt so angry before in my life. doctors were supposed to help people, to make them better and recover, but they killed her instead.
my father wanted revenge and he wanted to expose the doctors that had killed my mother. for about three years he was making up fake identities and getting inside information. yet, just when he came close to exposing the doctors and the perfect nation for what they were, he went missing. vanished without a trace, and about a month later he showed up in a ditch decomposing and dead. i was furious and upset. everything i had known was gone and the perfect nation of peony was nothing but a bunch of lies. i left the city and fended for myself for about three years before the resistance started.
now it’s just a matter of time and staying alive to make sure we expose what is going on within the city of peony. i will make sure that both of my parents are avenged and the truth will be known to the perfect nation.
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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i am andreya blake perry. in this world i am called a right hand/founder and i take the resistance side in this war. the blood running through my veins and marks on my finger tips will bring you a file to tell you that i am human. and on that you will plainly see that i am female. those who see me often say i look a bit like nina dobrev. but a lithe frame makes me one of a kind.