Post by scar on Aug 3, 2010 18:01:24 GMT -8
SCARLETT MARIA DE'ARMENT.
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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WE ALL HAVE STRENGTHS.
Grace is a strength I have had since I was a younger girl. I'm a dancer at heart, and with being a dancer, comes the grace of one. Many would not quite count this as a strength, but I do: beauty. Don't be fooled, I do use it as a strength. Even if I'm married. Besides those two, I'm clever. The silent type, though. Always thinking, never speaking. I get lost in my thoughts often. You can count my speed as a strength, as well. Not only physically, but also mentally. I'm usually the one who gets people out of situations they are stuck in. An enchantress is the nickname the Perfect Nation's people have given to me, because I can enchant any man I set my sights on. Although I'm married, flirting is not out of the way if there is information I need to gain. Being naked in front of a man, sweetie, is not foreign to me. Another thing is I'm an extremely tough female. Make-up, hair, purses, and all that other stuff females concern themselves with doesn't exactly apply to me. Of course, I do like to look pretty, but not to the extent most females do.
Of course, then there is my flexibility. Not only in the ways of physically, but mentally. I can fit into any type of situation that is presented to me given I have the opportunity. But I am also physically flexible. I guess many wouldn't call this exactly a strength, but I'm a mite bit assertive as well. I'm very forward and self-confident. While I'm not exactly stubborn, I won't be your puppet either. I have a bit of a forceful personality, dominant you might say. Not exactly your submissive female. Very few men have ever been able to control me.
I'm also witty. Not necessarily a strength, but I won't be put down with little effort. When I said I'm hard to handle, I wasn't kidding. Romance means nothing to me. It will make me smile, maybe, but I grew up in a household of boys. I don't really care for the roses and chocolates, and all those semi-sweet things guys try to do for their girls. It's hard to impress me. I've always been that way, and I doubt I'll ever change. There are few memorable men in my memories, so count yourself lucky if I even remember your name.
WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES.
Weaknesses? Well, I guess we do all have them. Let's see. I can hold a grudge, and I'm not afraid to blackmail to get something out of someone. I guess it's also a weakness that I'm a fan of attention. I won't necessarily do anything for attention, but I do enjoy having it. Jealousy is another weakness as well. I'm...protective of my guy. Not afraid to admit it either if it keeps the sluts from flocking to his side. Some would say I'm a bit harsh as well, when I'm dealing out a punishment. I, personally, don't agree, but everyone has their own opinions I guess.
I'm not strong, either. It doesn't mean I'm easy to take down in a fight, but I just don't have the muscles that men do. Strictly feminine in my size, some people would say. On that, I also like fighting. Everyone has their output for anger, and mine just happens to be beating something up.
As for anger against people, it as almost nonexistent to me. I have no line for you to cross and no fuse for you to light. If you ever do get me mad, I suggest you run and fast, because I look at everything with a calm eye. Why is the a weakness, you would ask? Because some things need a dose of anger to be solved, and my bounds on anger are almost limitless. You just can't get me that worked up over things.
ADMIT IT OR NOT, WE'VE ALL BEEN AFRAID.
Fears? Yeah, I do have them. For one thing, I fear men in general. They're just too dominant and aggressive for my tastes, though I can't exactly say that I don't like a good, passionate fight. Besides that, death. You'd have to be very stupid, reckless, or brave to not fear death, of which I am none of those.
AND WE HAVE OUR HABITS, GOOD & BAD.
Pacing, for one thing. I don't like sitting, or standing, still. If there is a silence that makes me uncomfortable, I'll most likely start moving. I hate doing anything slowly, as well. If something is taking too long for my liking, I tend to get impatient.
THEN THERE ARE THE THINGS THAT BUG US.
For one thing, I really do hate desperate girls...and guys for that matter. Anything that spells D-E-S-P-E-R-A-T-E I hate. I hate when people can see my emotions clearly, and I hate when people talk down to me, though you'll never know that it is bugging me when you do. I hate being judged because of my gender and I hate being judged because of my femininity.
AND, HEY, WE CAN ALL DREAM.
To get out of Peony. It is crazy, saying that, for several reason. One, because I am married to the head of military, and two because I am one of the...larger parts of the perfect nation. But I don't believe what they are doing, or planning to do, is right anymore. If I could just get up and leave, I would, but I have my reasons for staying.
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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I didn't have that odd of a childhood. My father never wanted to be a citizen of anything, and dragged my mom and I around for years. An adventurer of sorts, you could say. He had one other child, of which he gave all his attention to. My dad favored her, my mother favored me. The saying "a parent doesn't have favorites"? Yeah, that's a lie. As for my actual history, I met the founding group when I was eighteen. Unlike much of family, they recognized me as a leader, and I was counted as "in".
When everything blew up and it was time to create Peony, we mapped out the plans and it was barely three years before the city was thriving. Peace on earth. It was long after that before I realized the corruption in the leader and his right-hand man. I planned to run away, but that never did happen. Three days before I was going to find the resistance, BLANK proposed. It would've been odd if I turned him down, because we were childhood lovers going into teen years then adult years. So I accepted.
(MADE FAIL <3)
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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i am Scarlett Maria De'Arment. in this world i am called a perfect nation founder and i take my own side in this war. the blood running through my veins and marks on my finger tips will bring you a file to tell you that i am human. and on that you will plainly see that i am female. those who see me often say i look a bit like jessica stam. but my heart-breaking smile makes me one of a kind.