Post by ALILEAH KARINA LEE on Jul 10, 2010 15:21:03 GMT -8
Alileah Karina Lee
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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WE ALL HAVE STRENGTHS.
People don't generally come up and ask what my strengths are, so I've never given much thought to what ones I've got. I guess I'm pretty loyal and driven. I've got a way that earns respect without gaining too many enemies in the process. I'm a natural-born leader; even when I was little people would look to me to lead the group. My parents raised me to be strong, but since I'm a female, and have less of physical strengths that men do, I'm smart. Agile, graceful, and intelligent. You can't out-smart me, I'll promise you that on the leadership of The Resistance. I guess you wouldn't count this as a strength, but people underestimate me too often, and it gives me an advantage you won't want me to have in battle. Since I'm a female, you'd expect me to be less strong and have less knowledge about the strategies of battle. This leads men to believe they can use tactics they wouldn't use on other warriors. That type of thinking will lead you to be killed, and all too often people think like that.
I'm pretty creative. I can come up with battle strategies you won't find anyone else using and run them off with ease. I can be your worst enemy or your sweetest dream, either way you better be wary. I'm not your average human, I've got strengths beyond what you would be willing to give me credit for.
WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES.
Of course, then there's my weaknesses. If people asked me what my weakness was, they'd be on the floor before they could get a word out, but I guess I can make this an exception. I obviously lack in physical strength. If you can corner me, to where I can only use my strength to get out, you will win if I don't have a back up plan. Of course, that's not promised, but it evens out the odds more. I'm also a bit withdrawn. I don't like people knowing me too well. Especially if they decide later on they don't want to be on my side any longer. Spies have a really hard time sinking their teeth into anything useful, and from what I know people are still clueless about anything have to do with me.
While I also count this as a strength, it can sometimes be a hinderance, so it's also a weakness: people underestimate me. When you're underestimated, it takes a lot more to gain the respect of others. Some of my "followers" are, therefore, a bit unsure if they should trust me or not. Those who do know me sometimes try to take over (if they only know me a little, because if you know me well enough, I bite pretty badly when people try that.)
Which is another weakness, sometimes. My anger. I can get angry pretty fast. I've got little to no tolerance to people who join just to feel the thrill of fighting against someone very powerful. I can whip a new recruit into shape in three days tops if they listen to what I say. Not saying I'm the one that usually trains the recruits - only the particularly tough ones.
ADMIT IT OR NOT, WE'VE ALL BEEN AFRAID.
Fears? Psh, yeah.
I wouldn't tell just anyone, so feel special that you know. Let's see....I'm scared. Of being turned into someone from the Perfect Nation. I'm scared of having someone get close to me and them being hurt or killed. Or, worse, turning against me. Turning out to be a spy. This is why I don't trust anyone, because fears make us weak, but everyone has them, so I can't exactly say I'm invincible.
My biggest fear is loosing this war. Despite my detached state, I care for the people who have given up everything to become part of this uprising. I will give them my life if need-be, and if I loose this? There will be nothing left to live for. Everything will have be lost, and I will have failed.
AND WE HAVE OUR HABITS, GOOD & BAD.
I tend to pace when I'm nervous. I don't remember when I developed the habit, but it was sometime when I was younger. I have to move, I can't just sit still, when I'm mad, nervous, upset, or excited. It isn't necessarily pacing, but just moving around the room.Another habit? Sometimes I'll just stop listening to what someone is saying to me, especially when I start coming up with an idea in my head. It isn't hard to tell when I've lost focus in a subject, since I won't look at you, otherwise I always make eye contact.
THEN THERE ARE THE THINGS THAT BUG US.
talk about a few pet peeves here.
AND, HEY, WE CAN ALL DREAM.
talk about dreams and aspirations here.
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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right here give a first person point of view on their lives. basically a quick history. it must at least be one full paragraph. just insert details you find important.
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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i am Alileah Karina Lee. in this world i am called a leader and i take The Resistance side in this war. the blood running through my veins and marks on my finger tips will bring you a file to tell you that i am human. and on that you will plainly see that i am female. those who see me often say i look a bit like odette yustman. but scars makes me one of a kind.