Post by RAYNE ALICE MABRY on Jul 18, 2010 22:20:46 GMT -8
RAYNE ALICE MABRY
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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welcome to the world of tomorrow
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BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
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WE ALL HAVE STRENGTHS.
my strengths. hmm... well i'm quite manipulative i guess you could say. well, that's people who don't like me say, but others might say i'm persuasive. i can usually get what i want from someone but i usually don't mind. all it takes are a few kisses, maybe a little skin to show and i'll get what i want. there's one guy i have wrapped around my finger, but he's fun to be around with. he and i have had some epic nights together.
i'm not afriad to go out and meet someone. so it's a good thing i'm outgoing. i've found that i've met quite a few people in some very high places. people who can get good drugs, who can get me access to resources that i don't have and so on. i'm not sure what it is that attracts to many people to do me, but i'm not regretting having ever met those people. some i haven't had to use yet, but some day a purpose will arise for them.
oh, and i'm good with my hands. not in that way your perv! okay, i can use my hands for that but i normally don't. i usually make little crafts or sometimes dangerous things like traps and bombs. it's usually for this boy i know to help him out with his job. i find it to be helpful whenever something is bothering and if my hands are busy then my mind starts to focus and everything around me or whatever it is that was bothering me just seems to go away.
WE ALL HAVE OUR WEAKNESSES.
i'm a girl so of course one of my main weaknesses will be boys. i don't like the goodie-too-shoe kinds. no, he needs to have some edge to him, be a bit of a rebel. tatoos are always nice and they certainly can't mind having a good time. good thing i foung someone like that already, and it's been awesome so far. so sorry boys, i'm preoccupied with someone else right now. you snooze you lose.
sometimes i do get despressed at times, which is really strange when i have people around me who care about me and love me, but sometimes i just really want to be alone. i push people away and just want to be alone. this can go on for a few days to a few weeks. for some reason i suddenly just get overwhelmed with everything and i just want to lock myself away for a while. some have told me i should see someone about my problem, but it's not like a constant issue so i won't do so unless absolutely neccessary.
oh and definitely good food. like i love to cook, another thing my hands are good for. the smell of spices and savory foods just makes me melt to the floor. it's all so delicious and if i smell something that i can't ignore, i will go in and have a taste before anything else happens. i find myself experimenting with food and trying to create new things to eat. i just love food so much. strange how i'm not over weight yet. must be all the dancing i do at night.
ADMIT IT OR NOT, WE'VE ALL BEEN AFRAID.
okay, i have a horrible fear of spiders. i was told that it was something psychological in the brain, but i still can't get over them. it sounds like something so easy to get rid of if it's all in your head, but i can't. the moment i see those things i seriously freak out. i refuse to be in the same room with a spider and i don't care if i have to call a friend to kill it. i do not like those things.
i'm afriad to drive in a car with others. i know that sounds really silly, but there's a reason for it. i was in an accident with someone else driving, and i was lucky to only have a few injuries but others weren't so lucky and one actually died. it doesn't even matter if i'm driving or if someone else is driving, i still think back to that day and it really scares me. but, i'm trying to get over my fear, but i haven't see any progress yet.
oh, and i'm scared of being hurt. that's physically and like broken heart hurt. it's kind of annoying that guys think i'm just a piece of ass to have in bed, which i mean is fun and all but there's more to me than meets the eye. it would just really be nice if someone took the time to actually get to know who i am and look past the part of me that is the party girl. then again, i think guys don't care about that.
AND WE HAVE OUR HABITS, GOOD & BAD.
i have a nasty habit of biting my nails when i'm nervous. i'm trying to stop by painting them all the time or using that nasty tasting polish. it's kinda hard to stop but i'm slowly getting better at it. still, it's just one of those things that can happen again anytime soon.
i'm a bit of a party animal, but i'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. those who are much older than i am, such as adults or parents would find it as a bad thing, but people my age don't really see it as a bad habit. it's just a way to have fun and let loose. is there anything wrong with that?
THEN THERE ARE THE THINGS THAT BUG US.
i really don't like it when people don't cover their mouth to cough of when they sneeze. that is so nasty and if you do cover your nose and mouth please for the love of god wash your hands or carry hand sanitizer! it is so nasty to touch someone or shake hands with someone that has has germs on them. it's so disgusting and the last thing i want is to get some sickness that you have. so please, don't touch me if you've coughed or sneezed recently and haven't washed your hands.
when i get nervous or excited about something, i suddenly talk really fast. i mean, i can't help it. the adrenaline is just running through my body and gets me all amped up, so i just naturally start to talk fast when i'm nervous or excited. that is something else i'm trying to work on as well, but that's much harder than trying to stop biting my nails.
AND, HEY, WE CAN ALL DREAM.
okay this may sound silly but i really would like to open up my own restuarant one day. i mean i don't know if that will ever happen but i would love to have people eat my food and serve people. i think i'd like to open different stores, like a regular restuarant, and maybe a bakery. oh, sweets are something i'm really good at making. either way, i just want to serve people food that they would talk about and spread the word around. of course i wouldn't just run the stores i would be there cooking along with the other chefs that i hire as well.
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SO IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
and run away before i know
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Well, there isn’t much to my history. I was actually born originally as a Peony citizen. Growing up I felt like I didn’t fit in. I was kind of an awkward looking girl when I was younger, and people actually used to pick on me and bully me around school. It was like that until I was about fourteen. By the time I reached that age puberty started to kick and my body began to change. I suddenly had curves and breasts and people began to see me differently. However, the damage had already been done and I didn’t want to make up for lost time or make friends with some fake people. I spent most of my time keeping busy with crafts and cooking, and when high school finally ended I left Peony City to hopefully find my own niche.
For about two years I wandered the outside lands beyond the Peony City, meeting people and starting to live up a life of parties and fun. Too be honest it was fun and I was able to meet lots of new people and I became used to my life as an outsider. To be honest, I preferred life as an outsider and I only go back to Peony City if absolutely necessary. Usually I rather stay outside the walls and forget the people of my past.
Then, I finally meet him one day. He was part of a group known as the Skeletons, a group of bounty hunters. I really liked him, and he spoils me rotten but I don’t mind. We party it up and have fun together, and he’s on the outside of the city so I can usually be around him most of the time and not have to worry about going back into the city. As far as where my life is now, I wouldn’t change it for anything.
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MY HEART IS JUST TOO DARK TO CARE
i can't destroy what isn't there
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i am rayne alice mabry. in this world i am called an outsider and i take bounty hunters side in this war. the blood running through my veins and marks on my finger tips will bring you a file to tell you that i am human. and on that you will plainly see that i am chick. those who see me often say i look a bit like amanda crew. but my full lips makes me one of a kind.